november is here! wOw. fall is flying by, and coasting right behind it are all of the mixed emotions that come with
that next season (and no, i will not speak it's name). can you say seasonal affective disorder?
(dramatic) sigh.
the thanksgiving and christmas breaks from work, along with lots of family time to look forward to, unfortuntaly walk hand in hand with the bleak and bitter weather i dread so dearly. for whatever reason, these thoughts have begun to occupy a great deal of space in my head.
in fact, they seem to have gotten the better of me over the weekend, as i found myself spending the first two days of this new month at home, staring at the tv and computer screens longer than i care to admit. my mind was wandering. my body...was not.
despite this, i did manage to pull it together long enough to enjoy a few quiet weekend activities.
1. a shopping trip to stillwater and woodbury. still trying to figure out how i came home without anything.
2. one last outdoor bbq.
3. taking full advantage of the wide selection of $1 dvd rentals at our *new* redbox location (while all other residents of our small town remain oblivious to it's greatness).


4. and perhaps, best of all, an extra hour of beautiful, beautiful sleep.
i would like to say that all of this rest and time to crash at home is what i needed. but here i am, sunday evening...and the feelings are still with me. come to think of it, this is the second (gasp-third?) weekend i have awarded myself such time at home. perhaps the chance to "unwind" after a hectic work week is the opposite of what i need to become energized once again.
perhaps it's time (no, it is definitely time) to be social. to put myself out there. it's time for some
not so quiet activities.